Which I have been lately. Really depressed. So I do a lot of things to try to work my way out of it (including a lot of self-talk) but donâ€™t seem to actually accomplish anything. Mentally or physically. And that is starting to get on my nerves. (And part of it is 3 weeks of rain, I know.) I have to be careful and keep my wits about me though cause depression has gotten me into a lot of trouble in the past.
Trying to listen to the noon-tim e net on 7268.5 but someone is playing different types of music too near that frequency. Donâ€™t know if itâ€™s just someone fooking with the Net or if itâ€™s coming from overseas.
Started looking at getting another dog. A breed that stays between 15-20 pounds and short haired. Was looking at a Beagle but they get way over 20 lbs. Havenâ€™t been impressed with anything mixed with Chihuahua. Never did like Chihuahuas. But a Beagle-Chihuahua mix might stay smaller. I donâ€™t like flighty/scared/nervous all the time. Or anytime, really. (On farther reading, I donâ€™t think a Beagle will work for me.)
Made a dump run cause it was time to make one. Came back and played with my tower a bit. Assembled the bottom 3 sections but couldnâ€™t lift it upright. Too heavy for this old guy. Want to sit upright to kind of get it out of the way. Iâ€™ll get help. Sometime.
Turned that ham thingie (senior moment) into pork chops and got those in the freezer. Psuedo BBQâ€™d myself one and made mixed veggies to go with it for dinner. Was yummy.
The 10-meter Net went well even if we didnâ€™t actually have a Net. Just a few of us checking in and talking awhile. Cool!
Anywho, thatâ€™s about it. Looks like Trump is winning (Yay!) so I think Iâ€™ll just go lay down and read a bit.